goodbye Dr. Burke..

hey i thought he will be promoted as chief of surgery? in grey’s anatomy of course (my 2nd fave show).. he and his bad mouth. i. washington must really have regretted saying those words. it costs him his slot at the fourth season of G.A. so does that make derek the new CoS? woohoo, i just love patrick dempsey aka derek, i just love shy geekish smart guys

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am i ready to give up my skinny jeans and peeps?

so i got the offer today, it was quite a good offer pero i know i can get better ones pa so i’m trying to reconsider. anyway.. there are things except the pay that i have to reconsider….

cons

1. everyday close shoes and semi formal attires.

2. no more 2 hour mirienda breaks.

3. no more pumasok para pumetiks.

4. no more pumasok para magblog.

5. no more 25 pesos lunch.

6. goodbye peep toes and casual clothes

7. shopping for closed toes

8. my way is towards the human traffic.

pros

1. bigger salary

2. no more stufunc for me

3. no more kapamps bossings

4. back to lively makati

5. rustan’s just a ride away

6. intellectually stimulating officemates

7. no more shades boys

8. my very own far-from-jurassic PC!!

9. professional environment where porn is prohibited

10. PAID SICK LEAVES!!!!

11. goodbye 128 RAM hello 1 gig ram!! woohoo!!

what are your plans?

so its been almost a month since i last talked to my sister. with her sched so busy, moving state per state and me too pre-occupied with everything and nothing, there was no meeting point up until last saturday. so her vacation here in the PH is moved to october, i wonder if i’ll still be here by that time. the last time we IMed she asked me what’s my plan. i mean. i do have plans. real plenty plans. too many that sometimes i even do not know if any one of which is actually a plan. i was not made like this. to secure everything. to have a backup plan for the backup plan. and then have another if the worst happens. that’s why i guess my mom and my sister had to have a well secured plan for me, because before i couldn’t careless. so i took up accountancy, working full time and studying full time. there’s my plan1. to apply as an accountant in the US. so now i accidentally landed an IT job. i thought back then, that it was something just for the moment, that i wouldn’t make a career out of it. then i left acn. gahd, i was shocked at how hot abap was, so i pursued, and even if its a lil late than i should, i tried to learn as much as i could to get the highest paying it job. now, i have an ongoing application in mau, malaysia, HS and other IT companies. harry and i will also try applying together in some countries. i guess these are the things that gives me a heavy feeling, i do no know what i want. where i am to go. i just hope when time comes, i make the right choice.

nakibasa at napaisip at naluka.

binasa ko un blog ni tooters, ung entry na “simpleng buhay ang tanging hinahanap..”.

napaisip ako. marami kasing nireveal un entry about him. inis ako sa kanya for what he did. ganun ako eh, pag ginago mo kaibigan ko mas galit pa ko sayo kaysa sa dapat magalit. isip bata, oo na, paki mo ganun ako eh. ayun. naimagine ko un mga sinabi nya na gusto nyang balikan. may jeep pala sila. nagtutulogtulugan daw sya sa hapon. mejo naiba tingin ko sa kanya. lately kasi naiimagine ko sya na isang animal na walang pagiisip, engot, lahat na ng masama. i guess he’s not all evil. mga 80%?

tapos naisip ko, ang galing nung friend ko. di ko sya nakita umiyak. i mean they were together for more than a year. 365 plus days. ang tagal nun. too many moments, dreams. plans. naisip ko nalang there’s someone out there for everyone. un mga ngetpa nga may jowa, sya pa.

at this age, ako ha, naisip ko, this is it. parang unlike before na naiisip ko na meron pang darating better, i’ll meet someone pa, ngayon wala na. it might signal that i’m contented.. might be i’m too old for flirting. pede ring un. i dunno.

my friend’s pretty (sabi ko nga wala akong kaibigang panget. promise. kaya kung di kita friend, mangamba ka na, isa lang ibig sabihin nun.). she’s simple and pretty and mataray (minsan) but she’s a great package pero parang wala akong maisip na ipair-up sa kanya kasi from my experience karamihan ng lalaki, animal.

swerte ko nga si harry mabait. super bait(pero antukin!). sabi nung iba down side daw un. pero for me ok un, sya super bait, ako super sama. joke lang. di ako ganun kasama but i’d rather that people think i am that evil. para walang kumanti sakin. and don’t you dare, it’ll be better for you.

balik tayo sa friend ko, siguro kung ako un nasa sitwasyon nya, baliw na ko. base from my experience, mahina talaga ko when it comes to broken relationships. i “might” have been suicidal without my friends, chocolates, shopping, alcohol and smokes(might daw??). buti nalang may mga ganung bagay.pang get over sa mga ukinanang pangit na lalake.

bakit kaya ung ibang lalaki feeling, lahat na (ng nakakaTO) meron sila, pimples, punggok, maliit na paa, manipis na wallet, sakang, ngongong boses, walang-dahilang-yabang, invisible na kotse, kotse na sa tatay naman nila at ang pinaka masahol na kotse na wala naman palang pampa-gas, gwapo pa rin DAW sila. weird.

minsan nga inaaway ko out of nowhere si harry, kasi diba nga may separate plans kami about sa work, sabi ko “wushu mambababae ka rin”. sabi nya “hindi, never, nakita ko na ang lahat sayo”(wakekekkek), sana nga, kasi kung pati si harry magiging masama, pucha wala na, ayoko na. magstock na siguro ako ng E’s and V’s tapos magkukulong ako sa kwarto at iinom ng kung anik anik. joke lang. basta may usapan kami, kung sino unang magloko, magbabayad ng 100000php dun sa niloko. para naman mejo fair. danyos kung baga. insurance. hehe. para pag nagloko sya, maiisip ko, ayan hayup ka, manigas ka jan sa panget na yan, i bet my butt’s bigger. bibili ako maya sa rustans ng LV, pweh!

recap of friday.

last friday we went to xianne’s house at laguna.. before that, jason and i had to wait for the acn peeps, so ayun nagpataba muna kami sa fries.. around 9 na ata kami nakaalis.. ang sarap ng handa lalo na un lechon, super lutong, sayang i didn’t get as much as i can kasi kumunat na sya later that night, sniff.. drinking session as usual, they made this cocktail velocity, shet kala mo walang tama pero traidor pa sya sa smirnoff.. kaya i’ll never drink anything blue na..masaya naman, puro kalokohan.. tapos may nadiscover ako na kaengotan ko, mali ang pronunciation ko ng ocean!!! or sabi nga ni bebe, bka naman daw nagkahang over ako sa kwnetuhan about shaun so and pronunciation ko o-shaun.. heheheh kakahiya, ganyan ata talaga ako pag lango.. hihi.. dapat pala o-xianne hahaha Ü

kahapon…

i went home early yesterday from work kasi nabubuset ako dun sa isang stufunc that i have to work with everyday, geez. these are the challenges of being an abaper. as in super challenging to the point i raised it to my agency’s sales head. i asked if there is a possibility that i be pulled out from abscbn. but unfortunately my contract is up until september. at the back of my mind, i just said well expect no renewal from me. i’d rather be coding for free(well not exactly for free, 50k will do) than work with pokwang the third. anyway, i arrived at the condo and all lights were off so i thought that my flatmates will be out late or might be doing overtime so at 7:30 i went to the i-cafe 2+ floors below our unit. pagsakay ko sa elev walang tao!! so nagpicturepicture ako! see below hehe. sorry bulokers talaga un pics taken from moto a780.

i opened my f-ster account,ang tagal ko ng di sya na open, around three weeks already. there were pleasant things i saw(may mga kinasal,may mga gumanda and breakups long awaited haha) and meron din that i’d rather i did not click on their accounts nalang(friends of who-who??). too late. o well. i spent an hour looking and criticizing silently pictures thinking thank God i look like how i look hehe, just kidding hehe. i’m a bitch so ganun talaga, few GREAT friends a lot of non-nu-uh-friends. ung kumontra wag nalang magbasa Ü i uploaded pics din and discovered the new “leave a comment” sa f-ster. nice! just like tagbox for blogs. shortcut to messaging. after that i thought wala pa ring tao sa flat so, i walked towards mrt, 50 steps or less away, coz i wanted some halohalo but BS wala na daw. then a guy gave me a flyer na meron na pala iced deserts sa tapa king so un, even if i wanted halohalo, saba con yelo will do.. nagmukha akong kawawa at the condo lobby kasi i sat down and ate there tapos after half emptying it, dumating si fer ( i think naisip nya mukha akong kawawa, coz i haven’t changed clothes yet) hehe tapos nagulat kami harry was at the condo already, i dunno how come i did not notice him or baka just after i left he came.. or maybe i just so love banana! haha ciao! have work to do pa, BS!

hampangit!

bakit kaya may mga taong wala naman ginagawa sayo pero bwiset na bwiset ka?

naaalibadbaran talaga ko.. waaaah! hampangit! hambober!!

o talagang demonyita lang ako >:)

*lss*

have you heard don’t matter by candace and akon? nice..

mellow and sweet

+cross breeding+

 

 

tagged from a to z

tagged by xianne!

A – Available/single or taken: taken, sorry :-p
B – Best friend: katre and aby
C – Cake or pie: cake
D – Drink of choice: chocolate kiss’ iced tea, seattle’s cafe mocha, starb’s iced caramel macchiato and coffee jelly
E – Essential item you use everyday: cellphone, mascara, illuminator and olay
F – Favorite color: white, black, red
G – Gummy bears or worms: worms!!
H – Hometown: malolos bulacan
I – Indulgence: bags, mascara, coffee, chocolates
J – January or February: feb
K – Kids & names: i wont tell kasi baka may gumaya hihi
L – Life is incomplete without? family, bebe and close friends
M – Marriage date: not applicable
N – Number of siblings: 2 (1 sister and 1 bro)
O – Oranges or apples: oranges
P – Phobias or fears: any flying bug
Q – Fave quote: patience is a virtue???? hahahah
R – Reason to smile: i have more than what i’ve prayed and hoped for
S – Season: summer
T – Tag 5 people: jason,
U – Unknown fact about me: i’m nice haha
V – Vegetable you don’t like: ampalaya
W – Worst habit: sometimes i just don’t like to reply to people, nothing personal, sorry..
X – Xrays you’ve had: countless, i used to be a sick kid.
Y – Your fave foods: chocolate kiss’ kahlua butter cake and gamberi, tosh’ margherita, burgoo’s nachos and cheesecake, mcdo’s quarterpounder, jollibee’s caramel sundae
Z – Zodiac sign: scorpio