ano nga bang oras un?

di ko matandaan kung tama na today un HS interview ko. tama bang makalimutan un hehehe. buset.

wala na bang ladies’ night out??

kagabi after namin kumain ng carbonara ni belle, biglang nagakyatan ang mga bruha sa loft.. nagmake up and all. i thought joke lang na gimik daw. its a wednesday and salary haven’t bloated my atm.. harry and i were watching stomp the yard tapos i received a blank text from bes, ibig sabihin, magpaalam na daw ako kay harry.. mahabahabang bwelo ang hinugot ko bago ko tanungin kung pede akong lumabas. ok lang naman daw, pero mas gusto nya na magkasama kami… errrr.. naguilty ako. and i wasn’t in the mood to go out. i have to study for my interviews, future ang nakasalalay dun. anyway, my flatmates kinda pretended na nagtatampo na sila, so i got dressed. i dunno where all my gimik clothes went but i was out of ‘em kagabi. so i wore my pink halter xoxo blouse and skinny jeans ang my animal print peeps. i wasn’t done with my make up and nag-aya na sila and they were like taking pictures of all poses. nainggit ako so i joined. i had a bad feeling last night, i was always up for a night out but not tonight. anyway we took a cab, 5 mins away lang kami from metrowalk, so we arrived there at quarter to 12. galing. walang tao sa decades. buti nalang my attire wasn’t soo-party-mode.si bes naka skirt and tanktop with matching long gold and ivory necklace. we felt out of place. well, what do you expect its a wednesday. so we sat at starbs. i bought the usual coffee frap light. had a few smokes. tapos nagayaan na sa decades. the shitty thing is i wasn’t even halfway thru my drink so di raw ako makakapasok until i empty it up. haller?? its like past 12 and you expect me to gulp up a grande. sorry we’re leaving. so we rode a cab and went home.

i mean wala na bang ladies’ night?

so there, i lay at my bed praying the caffeine doesn’t kick in before i sleep.

woke up with a headache.just love it.

nakibasa at napaisip at naluka.

binasa ko un blog ni tooters, ung entry na “simpleng buhay ang tanging hinahanap..”.

napaisip ako. marami kasing nireveal un entry about him. inis ako sa kanya for what he did. ganun ako eh, pag ginago mo kaibigan ko mas galit pa ko sayo kaysa sa dapat magalit. isip bata, oo na, paki mo ganun ako eh. ayun. naimagine ko un mga sinabi nya na gusto nyang balikan. may jeep pala sila. nagtutulogtulugan daw sya sa hapon. mejo naiba tingin ko sa kanya. lately kasi naiimagine ko sya na isang animal na walang pagiisip, engot, lahat na ng masama. i guess he’s not all evil. mga 80%?

tapos naisip ko, ang galing nung friend ko. di ko sya nakita umiyak. i mean they were together for more than a year. 365 plus days. ang tagal nun. too many moments, dreams. plans. naisip ko nalang there’s someone out there for everyone. un mga ngetpa nga may jowa, sya pa.

at this age, ako ha, naisip ko, this is it. parang unlike before na naiisip ko na meron pang darating better, i’ll meet someone pa, ngayon wala na. it might signal that i’m contented.. might be i’m too old for flirting. pede ring un. i dunno.

my friend’s pretty (sabi ko nga wala akong kaibigang panget. promise. kaya kung di kita friend, mangamba ka na, isa lang ibig sabihin nun.). she’s simple and pretty and mataray (minsan) but she’s a great package pero parang wala akong maisip na ipair-up sa kanya kasi from my experience karamihan ng lalaki, animal.

swerte ko nga si harry mabait. super bait(pero antukin!). sabi nung iba down side daw un. pero for me ok un, sya super bait, ako super sama. joke lang. di ako ganun kasama but i’d rather that people think i am that evil. para walang kumanti sakin. and don’t you dare, it’ll be better for you.

balik tayo sa friend ko, siguro kung ako un nasa sitwasyon nya, baliw na ko. base from my experience, mahina talaga ko when it comes to broken relationships. i “might” have been suicidal without my friends, chocolates, shopping, alcohol and smokes(might daw??). buti nalang may mga ganung bagay.pang get over sa mga ukinanang pangit na lalake.

bakit kaya ung ibang lalaki feeling, lahat na (ng nakakaTO) meron sila, pimples, punggok, maliit na paa, manipis na wallet, sakang, ngongong boses, walang-dahilang-yabang, invisible na kotse, kotse na sa tatay naman nila at ang pinaka masahol na kotse na wala naman palang pampa-gas, gwapo pa rin DAW sila. weird.

minsan nga inaaway ko out of nowhere si harry, kasi diba nga may separate plans kami about sa work, sabi ko “wushu mambababae ka rin”. sabi nya “hindi, never, nakita ko na ang lahat sayo”(wakekekkek), sana nga, kasi kung pati si harry magiging masama, pucha wala na, ayoko na. magstock na siguro ako ng E’s and V’s tapos magkukulong ako sa kwarto at iinom ng kung anik anik. joke lang. basta may usapan kami, kung sino unang magloko, magbabayad ng 100000php dun sa niloko. para naman mejo fair. danyos kung baga. insurance. hehe. para pag nagloko sya, maiisip ko, ayan hayup ka, manigas ka jan sa panget na yan, i bet my butt’s bigger. bibili ako maya sa rustans ng LV, pweh!

happy ako..

around 1:30 na ko pumasok.. kasi.. secret!! hehe.. ayun, tapos may pinagawa sakin kahapon, zr15 mejo mahirap sya kasi magdedebug ako ng standard transaction tapos replicate some of the logic ( debug galore talaga i’m telling you! ) and add a bit of new functionality.. binigay sakin hapon yesterday and for UAT na sya ngayon, actually kagabi ko pa sya tapos, ngayon ko lang pinacheck, sayang kasi ung charge hehe ) baboosh!

ang salarin..at updates na rin.

and i have it in animal print!!!

ok ok i’m a sucker for peep toes. i still have others that’re mile high pero next time ko nalang ipopost

4 inches yan! my feet are still traumatized..

i bought the black one at a super cheap price! less than a thousand bucks and the animal print in a bit more than a thousand! so worth it!

but of course we have to take into consideration that i cannot literally walk wearing it. i had callouses at the back and sides of my feet.. i guess just coz its new? i don’t know. pero ang ganda nyang tingnan. un lang.

p.s. it rained like hell yesterday night here in the PH. i guess summer’s really over. wait! di pa tayo nago-outing mga madz and padz. watsup? anyway, ayun, i was wearing the red and white dress i bought ( maganda sya pwamis ) eh umulan nga diba so i was real wet ( wholesome but sickly wet ) when i arrived at the condo. i cooked pa dinner. harry was stuck at the metro, they had a bball game kasi, i was quite worried of him and of his 8k shoes but its just a bridge away so i realized he can save himself and the shoes from getting wet. ayun, nasave nya nga un new shoes nya but his leather working shoes was all wet, wawa naman.

p.s.s. i waited all night for the mau call but as i hoped ;-p hindi pa sila tatawag coz they were all so busy with an issue.. great. still have time to read abap thingies, a lil preparing won’t hurt right. the bossing there though i was cute daw. heck, i’m not cute! i’m hot! o well. it was a passport pic so, that’s just about the right thing to say. hmmm what else. axn called at 11 am this morning, an HR interview, but hell, may feedback, i hate it coz i’m being distracted by the feedback, napapahinto tuloy ako. i hate it. i could’ve done better but she emailed me and told me to expect an email confirming that people there will go here in PH to do tech interview or if the sched does not allow, expect a phone tech interview. i’ll give them my home num, i can’t imagine a tech interview with all the echoes, hate it.

IMs

me: be maglalaro ka pa?
mybebe: yepyep
me: umuulan
wag kang paulan ha
love you payatot
mybebe: anong payatot?hmmp
me: hihi
mybebe: love you seksi
me: kiyot nga eh
thanks payatot see you later pogz
love you so much..

interview galore

at around 5:30, a number 006568206050 called me, i kinda panicked, kala ko ba around 9-10pm pa un interview??? so i hesitated to answer it.. tapos naisip ko shet marami pala akong inapplyan na ibang company, so i “picked” it up, its ybeth of suvintech, i have a schedule for phone interview tomorrow at 11 am. tapos maya naman 10 pm, tapos sa thursday, 5pm.. ayos!!! byers jonders!

p.s. diba i had my interview at HS moved to thursday, ang weird tinawagan ako nasan daw ako!! ano daw?? ayun kaya tinext ko si grace sabi ko kala ko ba nasabi mo.. hehe.. kakahiya tuloy mga 5:45 tumawag eh 5 un sched ko..

kahapon pala after the tech exam and HR interview, natapilok ako sa harap ng export bank as in napaluhod ako, kasi nga diba ang taas ng pumps ko, 4 inches sya. buti nalang hindi ako umiyak! galing! pero ang sakit. ganun talaga no pain no gain. sabi nga ng tita ko, naglulumandi ka, magtiis ka!

why i hate today.

1. pagdating ko andito na ung semi-bossing ko. 8:50 ako dumating.

2. di ako nagbreakfast.

3. di pa napipirmahan un DTR ko, due un today.

4. may interview ako mamaya sa HS and wala akong idea what to expect.

5. tatawag daw mamayang gabi ang mau. mejo ayaw ko ng tumuloy. they did not like my resume, a bad start, and i’m not the type of person who’ll force myself into something, i know i’m good at what i do. kung ayaw nyo wag nyo.

6. as usual kinausap ako ni stufunc. pero i gave her some credit kasi absent naman ako kahapon.

7. puyat ako kagabi kakarevise ng CV ko.

8. dapat may pizza kahapon pero wala. may hang over ako ng bwiset.

9. suot ko un bago kong pumps so ang dami kong paltos.

10. natatanggal un band-aid na pangtakip ng paltos.

11.walang charge un motorola ko, i don’t have my contacts.

i think i’ll be having my period tomorrow kaya may topak ako..

fucked up!

taena sana di nalang ako pumasok, di pa napirmahan time report ko!!! taena, di ba nila alam na ang motivation ko nalang is ung sweldo, pota, di na ko papasok pag di napirmahan un!!!!

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When the sun shines we’ll shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
Said I’ll always be a friend
Took an oath I’ma stick it out till the end
Now that it’s raining more than ever
Know that we’ll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella

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